该用什么作开场白?
天气最近不错，暗暗的
没什么太阳，就好像我的心情一样.
灰暗得让人沉重
我努力的让自己过得很好，
不让其他人看笑话，以为我会为情所困，
甚至灰心丧志.
我不是笑话！从来都不是！
只是我的心还是那么的空虚。
即使我自己不想承认，
但我还是行尸走肉德国着我的生活，
笑不由心，连呼吸都感觉不到自己。
那样的失落感太明显了，
就好像遗失了一样很重要的东西.
我不再忙碌，但我还是觉得好累.
无形的累，却是刻苦铭心的.
爱情会让人着魔吧?
我总是听到他的声音，却只是我的幻想
隐藏好的伤口，又再度撕裂.
第一次发现，在爱情里，
我学不会自欺欺人，我的心酸，
在深夜骗不了自己.
想念香烟的味道
只有尼古丁才能麻痹我的神经，
让我不再那么沉沦.
我无法再相信，找不回之前最单纯的感情
认识了他后，我变得不再认识自己
离开了他后，我再也找不回我自己……
2011年1月24日星期一
2011年1月21日星期五
2011年1月10日星期一
coward
I hate today sooo much.
i'm escape from him.
i have no reason.
coward again.
312 days is going.
i still cant forget about him.
he was too deep for me.
his appear just like a dream to me.
i hope it was a hapiness dream forever in my lifez.
but. not.
its end.
times to wake it.
these few day.
i heard many rumors about me.
im play girl?
i admit.
but its my past.
my lifez shud renew.
i hate myself.
but. i wont denied it.
you wan protect your fren.
i can understand.
so. start now.
i wont find him anymore.
shud escape from him as long as i can.
i cant afford to start a new relationship.
COWARD!
i'm escape from him.
i have no reason.
coward again.
312 days is going.
i still cant forget about him.
he was too deep for me.
his appear just like a dream to me.
i hope it was a hapiness dream forever in my lifez.
but. not.
its end.
times to wake it.
these few day.
i heard many rumors about me.
im play girl?
i admit.
but its my past.
my lifez shud renew.
i hate myself.
but. i wont denied it.
you wan protect your fren.
i can understand.
so. start now.
i wont find him anymore.
shud escape from him as long as i can.
i cant afford to start a new relationship.
COWARD!
beware 312 days
2011年1月7日星期五
2011年1月6日星期四
rainy day
long time no write in english ady...
hmm.. rainy day.
moody day?
why he so stupid one??
why cant wait me in rain？
is you say wan leave a pretty memories to me.
but what i gain?
nothing..
maybe really cannot blame you.
you are too innocence.
you dunno what girl thinking.
hmm. thats your first love. i know.
im sorry that. im alway hurt you.
i have a new fren now.
hehe.. jocyelyn.
cute babe =]
we chat some topic that make me feel shy.
haha..
but. not bad not bad. =]
at least i have a new friend in this school except him.
yesterday i had calling him.
he is dotaing again.
he feel that im anoying?
but. But can hear his voice has been very satisfied
whateva im alway hurt myself. =]
im trying to give up.
althought it is difficult for me.
but. im willing to try it.
and preparing my SPM.
gambatei =]
hmm.. rainy day.
moody day?
why he so stupid one??
why cant wait me in rain？
is you say wan leave a pretty memories to me.
but what i gain?
nothing..
maybe really cannot blame you.
you are too innocence.
you dunno what girl thinking.
hmm. thats your first love. i know.
im sorry that. im alway hurt you.
i have a new fren now.
hehe.. jocyelyn.
cute babe =]
we chat some topic that make me feel shy.
haha..
but. not bad not bad. =]
at least i have a new friend in this school except him.
yesterday i had calling him.
he is dotaing again.
he feel that im anoying?
but. But can hear his voice has been very satisfied
whateva im alway hurt myself. =]
im trying to give up.
althought it is difficult for me.
but. im willing to try it.
and preparing my SPM.
gambatei =]
for someone
im trying to give yp everything in my past.
and to accept what you wanna give me.
dun so surprise.
yes. im trying.
cause you are deserve =]
im trying to give yp everything in my past.
and to accept what you wanna give me.
dun so surprise.
yes. im trying.
cause you are deserve =]
2011年1月4日星期二
开学. 4/1/11
终于开学了~
在面临被老师惨无人觉得赶回家后，
我再次去报到.. 嘿嘿...
我终于有学校读了.. xDD
新学校很不错...
人美风景美...
唯独不美的，就是
PN PAULINE!!!!
就是她赶我回家！！
凸
不过上课还是很闷下..
可能老师教的补习都教了吧..
情不自禁的……我的脸蛋九粘上桌子了..
paiseh.. xDD
华语老师人也很好..
不像SMP 的那么金鱼佬..
>.<
新学校很多人都误会了..
不过解释也没有..
他都不要解释..
也没有承认还是否认..
随缘吧..
跟他有一大进步..
高兴. xDD
在面临被老师惨无人觉得赶回家后，
我再次去报到.. 嘿嘿...
我终于有学校读了.. xDD
新学校很不错...
人美风景美...
唯独不美的，就是
PN PAULINE!!!!
就是她赶我回家！！
凸
不过上课还是很闷下..
可能老师教的补习都教了吧..
情不自禁的……我的脸蛋九粘上桌子了..
paiseh.. xDD
华语老师人也很好..
不像SMP 的那么金鱼佬..
>.<
新学校很多人都误会了..
不过解释也没有..
他都不要解释..
也没有承认还是否认..
随缘吧..
跟他有一大进步..
高兴. xDD
