coward

I hate today sooo much.
i'm escape from him.
i have no reason.
coward again.

312 days is going.
i still cant forget about him.
he was too deep for me.
his appear just like a dream to me.
i hope it was a hapiness dream forever in my lifez.
but. not.
its end.
times to wake it.

these few day.
i heard many rumors about me.
im play girl?
i admit.
but its my past.
my lifez shud renew.
i hate myself.
but. i wont denied it.

you wan protect your fren.
i can understand.
so. start now.
i wont find him anymore.
shud escape from him as long as i can.
i cant afford to start a new relationship.

COWARD!

beware 312 days