hate that i love you

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won't let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did
But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just

--------------------------------------------------------

愛得天昏地黑，都已無所謂
那個瘋狂的是我.

不能找他，只能等他主動找我（痛苦……）
因爲，很有可能我找他時，他在陪招他女朋友
很内疚……昨晚還夢到被他女朋友罵。
我的良心，一直很過意不去.

那一晚，我們囘不去了.
那一晚，我們都醉了．
我們真的不該喝那麽多的．

我不該讓我們之間的關係那麽不清不楚下去，
我應該清醒些，
或許，我們根本不該開始．．．

你明知道我一直過不了良心那道関卡，
爲什麽？！我們都控制不了自己
那種感覺來得太突然了，我們來不及準備去適應．

我以爲你會對不起她．
但是，你卻很巧妙的當做什麽事情都沒發生
只有我，一直受到良心的責備

你似乎不再縱容自己與我自在的相處
到底哪裏出現了問題？
好像回到４月時剛認識你的時候，簡簡單單的只是朋友
也許你一直不明白，爲何我總是裝笨，
因爲一旦我們的關係改變，一切都不再簡單了．

我懷念我們的簡單．